Confused :(

I fucking got accepted in BAA.

Fuck.

I badly wanted to get into BAA when I was in my first sem as freshman. No, I badly wanted to get into BAA since highschool... just because I didn't know any other profession besides being an accountant. But you see, things change. I have learned that I could get into another line of job, like marketing, or sales, or anything that has to do with fashion+business (like this economics graduate friend of my mom who works in Tyler).

Grabe, why is this so hard for me. Why didn't I have a dream ba since I was young. I mean like other kids who say "I want to be a doctor" or stuff. Well, all I wanted to happen was to be filthy rich, hahah!

SHIT, ANG HIRAP.